Gorlixon
Disciple of Prayer
My life has been pathetic for a while. I always told myself 2024 was going to be a good year. I am studying in uni but 2024 is not going my way. Just depressed and my days just feel like nothing just time wasted apart from the days I go uni. Rest are my days is just emptiness achieving nothing. I was working at the start of the year but had to leave due to being diagnosed with degenerative disk disease. Once I’ve recovered I’ve been having a hard time getting a new job. Just rejected or no response. Sometime an interview but doesn’t go well I guess. It’s been like this since aprop and I thought I’d get back in my feet quick. I feel pathetic and not worthy of gods blessing of life. I’m struggling so bad financially 200 bucks in my account it’s so pathetic and embarrassing. 20 years old not on the path I’ve always been envisioning. I’ve prayed quite often for a job and to recover financially but no answers. The stress is building up I feel so pathetic. I did an interview with Telstra but I’m not confident as it doesn’t usually go my way. I have stuff I need to pay like my uni fees and phone bill. I don’t have the money to participate in hobbies or take my gf out to eat. My life’s pathetic right now and I feel like it’s just going to get worse. I would like to thank you's for your prayers I appreciate it. I’m not ready to give up yet I still have faith.