**Prayer Circle!** 
Hello everyone! Let's lift up these needs in prayer:
My husband married his mistress from the past on Febry29th, the woman he had a child with when we were supposed to be reconciling our marriage over a decade ago. We divorced and I have gone back in forth with him for the past ten years, praying and having strong faith despite how bad it looked. Hoping God would change my husband’s heart and he would give his life to God, so we could finally have a marriage with God in control and finally be able to worship as a family. I left because I knew he was hiding her from me and me from her. Now, he appears to be giving her all that I prayed for and he wouldn’t give me. He started bringing her around me after our last separation when I wouldn’t take him back, but I knew he kept that option open the whole time and hasn’t given us a real opportunity. I lived with the lies for a while thinking: if he’s unsaved and pleased to dwell with me, I should just keep praying and be patient... until I started seeing signs, he became an alcoholic and verbally abusive. I was sleeping in my car before I moved out of state. I decided I wouldn’t take him back until I knew he was a man of God and God was sending him. Instead, he just moved on, as he puts it, to somebody who doesn’t understand the true meaning of marriage like himself, someone who can financially support him and someone who doesn’t appear to have the same requirements. He didn’t tell anyone. Just found out through a friend on Facebook. I’m seriously hurt and confused by this. I humbly ask for prayer and if it’s God’s will, I pray that marriage is annulled because it’s been 2 years of separation, months of dead silence and I don’t know if God plans you allow this to go on for months or years, but no day is promised and he’s acting as if he doesn’t care if I live or die; like they just want me to curse God and die so I can be fully out of the picture. It’s like someone has died because I cannot even share memories with him anymore and everything reminds me of him, our 3 beautiful children, a song, a picture. This is too painful. I feel like the enemy (and the other woman) are laughing and I don’t want to let them win, I want the husband I’ve been waiting and praying for. I want the victory over the enemies hand in my marriage. And now I know there will be legal issues and the like before I see restoration. People keep telling me to let go, but letting go feels like giving up on God. I feel like I have to stand no matter what or how it looks because God didn’t say it would be easy and God’s plan is best and to whom much is given much is required, for other hurting marriages to be saved and so others can learn from my tumultuous past, trauma and testimony. Thank you for your prayers. May God’s will be done in my life and yours.
