My heart is broken. I physically cannot handle anything

[silver1103]

My heart is broken. I physically cannot handle anything else. I
Don't want to live or die anymore. I'm a selfish brat. Please help me if You love me at all.

 

[The Encourager]

A Good Prayer To Pray: God I ask You in Jesus’ name that You will bless me with the desires of my heart that is the will of God for my life and the will of God for those I pray for.  Bless me to prosper, be in excellent health, and bless my soul to prosper in in the Word of God.    Lead, guide, and direct my footsteps daily.   Bless me to dream the dreams of God, fulfill the purpose You created me for, and be a success in Christ Jesus. Let the favor, love, righteousness, peace, and wisdom of God rest upon my life.  Protect me from all hurt, harm, danger, and the plans of the enemy of my soul.  Let no weapon formed against me ever prosper. God all I have asked of You in this prayer, do the same for the writer of the prayer, those I love, and care about.   God forever honor this prayer over each of our lives today and for always. God Thank You. Thank You. Thank You.  Thank You Lord Jesus.  Amen. 

Remember: Pray constantly.  Pray persistently.  Pray without ceasing.   But whatever you do, “Do Not Ever Stop Praying” (1 Thess. 5:17).  Pray that God will give you a praying spirit.  

 

[Hope4joy]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Chef Dennis]

I join you in your prayer.

 

[Anonymous]

I needed to read your prayer request as I am having the same thoughts.  I do not want to live another day.  I survived a serious suicide attempt and injured myself and have lost everything.  My family had disowned me they got rid of all my possessions while I was in ICU for a month.  They sold my home with everything in it.  I came out of the hospital unable to walk and my son and I were homeless.  As I try and keep myself looking to God first before any earthly answers I still find myself being self centered in my fear ,  I was a strong healthy person when I did it physically and now I cannot do any of the things that used to bring me pleasure.  I even went to a therapist the night before I did it in hopes that it would help.  I even told her I was going to do it and she just made me sign a contract saying I wouldn't.  That morning at 3:30 am I took 180 narcotic pills and dead bolted all my windows and doors.  15 hours later my son that had been abusive towards me found me and gave me CPR.  He broke through a window and got me.  I was 120 pounds.  There is no medical explanation  as to  how or why I lived although I almost had to have both of my legs amputated.  I still have them but I suffer from pain 24 hours a day still.  I beg for you to NOT even think about doing it!!!  I am praying for you because I know the hurt that can cause these feelings and it is not God it is Satan. j You are on this earth to be loved and cherished!!  God has a purpose for you just keep looking towards him and stay centered in the TRUTH!!  read the scripture and see all the glorious promised God has waiting for you!!  I am so sorry that you feel this way and I wish there was a way I could reach out to you even more!!!  

God, I pray that you protect and love this person with all your might and send angles to keep watch on her perfect precious soul that you created in your perfect eyes!  Protect and keep her near and fill her mind with your grace and love!!!  Cast the enemy away as to not feed her with lies!!!

You are PERFECT God made you that way...please do not hurt yourself and use my example as a reason not to.  If there is any good that can come from what I did it is to share my story to bring hope to others suffering from depression and suicidal ideation!!!  It is not real.  Take care of yourself as God wants you to and that also means take good care of your health too.  Make sure you are eating and sleeping well.  Look to God always and first for he is your answer!!!  Just don't give up!!!

I pray for you in Jesus' name!!!

AMEN

 

[susan barnes]

I understand your feelings Silver as I find myself in your mindset. Always remember Jesus loves you; you are His child. Tomorrow always brings new light no matter what the circumstances are today. We need to pray for each other as we are sisters/brothers in Christ. I will continue to pray for you sending much love & peace to you in Jesus Name AMEN. 

 

[hostadmin]

Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.

 

[kanaka susheela]

I have prayed for this in Jesus name ...amen.