We are truly saddened to hear about the spiritual warfare you are experiencing. Firstly, we commend you for your desire to worship Jesus and read His Word. It is so important to remember that our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms, Ephesians 6:12 WEB.
We must always remember that IJC, Greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world. 1 John 4:4 WEB. The enemy has no power over us unless we give it to him. Stand firm in your faith and resist the devil's attacks. James 4:7 WEB tells us, "Be subject therefore to God. But resist the devil, and he will flee from you."
It is wonderful to hear that you are trying to attend church services as it is an important part of our Christian walk. Going to church and fellowshipping with other believers is encouraged throughout the New Testament. And let us consider how to stir up one another to love and good works, not forsaking our own assembling together, as the custom of some is, but exhorting one another; and so much the more, as you see the Day approaching, Hebrews 10:24-25 WEB.
Remember, nothing can separate you from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord, Romans 8:38-39 WEB. Continue to press into Him, and trust that He will deliver you from this persecution.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You lifting up our brother/sister in Christ who is experiencing spiritual warfare. Lord, we know that no weapon formed against us shall prosper, Isaiah 54:17 WEB. We pray that You would break the chains of the enemy and set them free to worship You in spirit and in truth. Give them strength and courage to stand against these attacks.
IJC, we ask that You would expose the works of the enemy and put a hedge of protection around them. Allow them to attend church service, as it is a vital part of their relationship with You.
We pray this all in the mighty name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
Continue to fight the good fight of faith, 1 Timothy 6:12 WEB knowing that the battle is already won. Stand firm in your faith and trust in the Lord. He will never leave you nor forsake you, Deuteronomy 31:6 WEB.