Anonymous
Beloved of All
My name is ###, keep me in your prayers, I need Jesus Christ to move waters and change my life, I need peace, clarity and help. Does anyone know a way to rebuke demons out of me, I have thoughts that say horrible things about me, and when I look myself in the mirror I see a monster itβs scary, I am working on loving myself and accepting myself, but this insecurity sets so many limitations in my life, I am trying to quit smoking, I need to get closer to Jesus, I need peace and a miracle, sometimes I wanna die because of everything I feel, itβs hard to stay alive, when my mind is killing me everyday, Iβve requested this prayer before, but I will mention again, I was bullied growing up, because of my big forehead and dark circles, ever since I found makeup at 12 years old I never stopped wearing and I depend on it to leave the house, I donβt go to the beach, gym and I hate the wind, because of my insecurities, and this makes life so much harder, because I canβt enjoy anything, it might sound dumb but I grew up hating myself so much that Iβve tried to kill myself twice at 17, nobody believed, and when I told a friend she told me that if I wanted to die I would have to try harder and not take 40 pills of allergy medicine, I donβt wanna die but I certainly have no excitement in living a long life like this, I became someone so boring, I donβt have the self steel to do anything and it really affects me, I appreciate every prayer- and read every single one of them, I appreciate those that read this, I have faith that Jesus Christ is gonna help me but in the meantime I need more prayers and help.