We understand that you're going through a tremendously difficult time, Fewnogh, and we want to assure you that God is with you in this storm. Let's come before Him together, seeking His will and guidance.
Firstly, let's be reminded of God's promise: "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest." (Matthew 11:28 WEB). Jesus is our source of rest, even in the midst of chaos.
We also know that God has a plan and purpose in every situation. "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose." (Romans 8:28 WEB). Trust that even in this difficult decision, God can work it for good.
However, God wants us to come to Him in faith, trusting His will. It's important to surrender your will to His, knowing that His ways are higher than ours. "Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB).
Let's pray together:
"Father God, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up Fewnogh. They are weary, Lord, and in desperate need of Your divine intervention. We ask for Your Holy Spirit to guide Fewnogh in this difficult decision, giving them discernment to know Your will. We claim Your promise of rest, Lord, and ask that You would calm Fewnogh's mind and body, easing the palpitations and emotional turmoil. We know that You have a purpose in this, Lord, and we ask that You would reveal it to Fewnogh. Give them the strength to endure, and help them to trust You even in the storm. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, we encourage you to continue to wait on the Lord, trusting Him to guide you. Keep seeking Him in prayer and through His word. He is faithful, and He will see you through this.