Brother James
Beloved of All
Love to enter my life guidance on where to locate him,loneliness feeling God is punishing me for whatever reason I get so sad &deprived when see couples together I've prayed living a consecrated life being celibate for over 20 yrs.what is the problem all I ve gotten was trials, tribulations I I've ever wanted was someone to love me& we're working for the kingdom together I believe there's been a curse put on my love life &it hurts really bad.i don't believe no one should be forced to be single if it's not their desire.im very confused in this area of my life I pray,I read God's word,I go to church served in church I'm not getting no answer.i feel I'm just existing here I want to hear from God &have major breakthrough I've suffered &went through many battles hardships even being in homeless shelters where there was a witchcraft spirit.please pray @64 it's not very gratifying knowing that the very prayer I wanted the most out of life was to have a marriage never was manifested.please pray that I hear from God I wake up every morning wondering why
By the way, I have to tell you I’m happily married and for the last three or so years we haven’t been able to join together. I’m probably one of those people who weren’t or wasn’t much impressed with or by marriage, it really isn’t the same and doesn’t really compare to what I have gone through with Jesus, although marriage is miraculous but Jesus really is So very much better than marriage and it sounds like you Know Jesus.
I go on long road trips at times by myself and I can drive 10 or more hours just thinking about what I have read in Scripture and what I have gone through with Jesus! He really is much more Marvelous, much more Incredible than we give Him credit for or praise for or thanks for. I was out in the Superstitious Mountains of Arizona treasure hunting for the Lost Dutchman’s mine when all of a sudden there was a mountain lion right above me! My first thought was Run, Lol, like that was going to do me any good. I started thinking about what Jesus or the Bible, His Word says about that. I thought about the Unnamed Profit who was killed by a lion and it sat with him afterwards along with his donkey. I thought about reading the Righteous are at peace with the beasts of the field in the book of Job. I thought, I’m not Righteous but then I remembered reading that Jesus shares His Righteousness with Us so I spoke; Jesus says we are at peace with each other, I looked away and looked back and it was gone. I walked away with a new power in Jesus that I really didn’t know I had and it just keeps growing! Know what is written and claim what you desire in Jesus and it will be. We can claim so very much; I am invisible to others that don’t need to see me! I’m hidden in Jesus under the shadow of His Wings in His Secret Places, I’m protected from All Things seen and unseen! I’m the farthest away from living perfect than anyone you could possibly know! You wouldn’t have enjoyed being my wife even though I would have never cheated on you but I know growing old with me can’t be fun, although it could have been. Anyway I can always go back to something Jesus taught me and say as well as think; I Take No Thought!! Glory to You Lord Jesus!!!
I know He is about to call Us to join Him! Glory to You Lord Jesus!!!