Irareth
Disciple of Prayer
Lord this year has been very difficult so far. I have been struggling to find my footing, at work and in life. I have gotten to the point where I feel so unfulfilled at work and it has made it harder day by day to just show up because it drains so much of me. I want to be in the position that I am doing something that brings me joy as well as helps those in need and also allows me to live comfortably. I recently found out that I could possibly be pregnant with my second child and I am already in love with this child but I want better for my life so that I can be better for them. I want to be able to be a stay at home mom so that I can actually raise my kids and have my own business that doesn't involve me clocking in to someone else's business. Working has taken me away from my first child and I really desire balance and happiness in this life. I have been working and providing for others since I was 15 and I'll be 30 next year. I need a sudden positive change to occur in my life. I need an increase of money that would allow me to leave my job comfortably and actually get to live my life in a more freeing fulfilling way. I want to be more involved in my kids lives and give them better experiences and more adventures than I was able to have as a kid. I want to be better for myself as well as them and I feel like that starts with my own happiness. So God please place me where my joy is, please. Amen.