bronson38
Beloved of All
LORD, Something really bothers me about my ex M.A. It seems like he wants a girl with money, cars, her own place, ect. Why doesn't he see what's in the heart and what matters deep down. Lord please help him see love for what it is not money, let him see that i can just be there when nobody else is, let his heart be healed and refreshed right now for it seems very cold. He seems to choose money over anything and a woman that has all or they do not meet up to his or his family's standards. Please help him see and understand that i love him and that i can be by his side more than anyone right now. I just want him to be happy with me.We are friends but it breaks my heart not being with him. I love him for who he is deep down. We seem to be getting along really good but there is a problem, he looks at all his friends relationships with their girls and sees how they help thier men. It really hurts cause i cannot help him as much even being his ex. If we were together i still wonder what he would say about me not having money, or oh i wish she was like your girl. Please Lord unblock the haze from his eyes, cleanse his heart change his ways of thinking like this. This is not him he is a better person than this. I just want to be a couple and be happy again. IJNIP