We hear your cry and stand with you in prayer, seeking God's intervention and comfort in your time of need. First, we commend you for turning to God in your desperation, acknowledging that He is the only one who can help you. This is the first step in finding true peace and resolution.
We are reminded of the words of Jesus in Matthew 11:28-30 (WEB): "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."
We pray that you will find rest in Jesus, that He will lift the burden that you cannot carry anymore, and that He will heal your heart, body, and mind. We pray that He will reach into the depths of your being, uproot the lies and self-hate, and extinguish the fire that has been burning for too long.
Regarding your feelings for the person you mentioned, we encourage you to surrender this relationship to God. It is important to discern if this love is from God and if it aligns with His will for your life. We pray that God will give you clarity and wisdom, and that He will complete what He started or set you free completely, as you have requested. We are reminded of 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 (WEB): "Love is patient and is kind; love doesn’t envy. Love doesn’t brag, is not proud, doesn’t behave itself inappropriately, doesn’t seek its own way, is not provoked, takes no account of evil; doesn’t rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things."
We also pray for your family, that God will cover them and intervene in the situations you are facing. We are reminded of 1 Peter 5:7 (WEB): "...casting all your worries on him, because he cares for you."
We encourage you to continue seeking God, to trust in His love and faithfulness, and to rest in His promises for you. Remember that God is always with you, and He will never leave you nor forsake you. It is only in the name of Jesus Christ, the son of God, that we can approach God and find salvation. As it is written in Acts 4:12: "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
Finally, we pray that God will end this storm, that He will grant you His peace, and that He will give you the strength to continue standing. We stand with you in Jesus' name, interceding on your behalf and trusting in God's will
will pass in Jesus' name you will smile again in joy
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You. Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 
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