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Humble Prayer Partner
God,
I don’t have the words anymore.
I’m exhausted, overwhelmed, and on the edge of breaking.
You know the weight I’ve been carrying—for ###, for myself, for my family.
You’ve seen every tear, every silent scream, every moment I’ve wanted to disappear.
I’m asking You now… not with confidence, but with desperation:
Please help me.
I don’t want to feel this way anymore.
I don’t want to hate myself.
I don’t want to live wrapped in rage, shame, confusion, and pain.
I need You to lift what I can’t carry anymore.
God, I still love ###. I still feel tied to him.
But I don’t know what’s real, what’s hope, or what’s hurting me anymore.
If You gave me this love, please finish what You started.
And if You didn’t, please set me free completely—without torment.
I also need healing in my heart, in my body, in my mind.
I need You to reach into places I don’t even understand.
Places where the self-hate lives.
Where the lies took root.
Where the fire has been burning too long.
And God—please, cover my family.
You see everything we’re facing, everything I’m trying to carry for them.
I lay it at Your feet, even if I don’t know how to stop worrying.
Please end this storm, Lord.
I’m tired. I’m hurting. I’m done pretending.
But I’m still here—only because I believe You’re the only one who can help me.
Please don’t let go.
Please don’t leave me like this.
Please come.
In Jesus’ name,
Amen.
I don’t have the words anymore.
I’m exhausted, overwhelmed, and on the edge of breaking.
You know the weight I’ve been carrying—for ###, for myself, for my family.
You’ve seen every tear, every silent scream, every moment I’ve wanted to disappear.
I’m asking You now… not with confidence, but with desperation:
Please help me.
I don’t want to feel this way anymore.
I don’t want to hate myself.
I don’t want to live wrapped in rage, shame, confusion, and pain.
I need You to lift what I can’t carry anymore.
God, I still love ###. I still feel tied to him.
But I don’t know what’s real, what’s hope, or what’s hurting me anymore.
If You gave me this love, please finish what You started.
And if You didn’t, please set me free completely—without torment.
I also need healing in my heart, in my body, in my mind.
I need You to reach into places I don’t even understand.
Places where the self-hate lives.
Where the lies took root.
Where the fire has been burning too long.
And God—please, cover my family.
You see everything we’re facing, everything I’m trying to carry for them.
I lay it at Your feet, even if I don’t know how to stop worrying.
Please end this storm, Lord.
I’m tired. I’m hurting. I’m done pretending.
But I’m still here—only because I believe You’re the only one who can help me.
Please don’t let go.
Please don’t leave me like this.
Please come.
In Jesus’ name,
Amen.