Heavenly Father. It has been said that you don't give your children more than they can handle.... But LORD I have way more than I can handle and it has been slowly killing me. And it's faster now as I have no energy or motivation to continue. I need you to take me. Or bring my husband home. He's the only one that can help me with the tasks I have. You know my situation. There is NO ONE ELSE TO HELP ME! Lord have mercy and intervene NOW and bring him home. I have pets that are suffering because I can't continue like I was. It's too much. The burden is caving in on me Lord. You know this. I hurt. I'm weaker and weaker with every passing day Lord. Why haven't you sent my husband back yet. He is the only one that can stop the burden of divorce, losing everything I own, and tending to our animals and issues that need our attention. I need rest. I can't rest with the burdens I have. LORD I need rest. I don't have energy to even feed myself properly. When I do lay down I crash so deep I just know one day I'm not going to wake up. LORD I need my husband now. I cannot believe you would allow him to do nothing to help me when he helped create the mess and the pets and just deserted me and now the weight is crushing me. Lord I need my husband NOW! Whether or not it is in your WILL for us to remain husband and wife. I need him NOW! Please Lord have mercy. In Jesus' name, Amen.