May I be able to sort things out without this pinch in my heart; may joy and peace come and replace this pang of sorrow...! May everything be in good order soon. May the Lord reveal His answers to the current questions on my mind, which seem to be unanswerable.
Lord I just have no strength left and I can't see any hope I cannot bare feeling devastated any longer my stress is harming my husband's lungs and there is nothing I can do about it, it is too late to give him a good period of rest for his breathing tests at his next dr's appointment in March...