rbn6524
Prayer Warrior
Lord I hope you forgive me for my sins. I am definitely not a perfect person. My husband has returned to his mistress. Why do you not keep them away from each other? She says she loves my kids without meeting them and it has totally freaked me out and upset me. She is trying to replace me as their mother and that is so upsetting and as my husband's wife. It has upset my existence, and I am having thoughts again about dying. It is so hard to live when I continually have to find out about the affair he had, and than he wanted to make it work with me, and than he went back to her. When is it going to get better for me and my kids? When is he going to have to answer for what he has done and we are not punished anymore? I feel my kids and I just continue to be devastated and have to go through all these trials and yet he continues to be with his mistress and not care what we have been through. I just feel for every step forward we take to moving on we take 10 steps back and he just continues to be a horrible dad, is not engaged with his kids. It is just so upsetting for my kids and my step daughter. They are innocent and have never asked for this man to be their dad, yet he does nothing for them. I spent the day with his daughter and where was he on his bike with his mistress, and he never calls her or does anything with her they live 15 minutes away from each other. Where is the justice for them god and why do you reward him and his mistress and make them happy when my kids and step daughter are sad and in therapy? It is not fair to them they are all good kids. Please god I am not asking for you to harm anyone I'm just asking to show my husband how to be a better father and to let him see what an awful person his mistress is. Please god help him. I plead with you to help him.