Lord I am feeling broken inside something happen yesterday and it is hard for me to let it go I am so heartbroken about it I can not get to sleep because soon as I go to bed I start crying and feeling so hurt inside about what happen yesterday. My friend her actions toward me hurt me she turn away and talked to my husband and his daughter and all of them talked and laughed leaving me out..but I carried on acting like I allways do..This friend gave something to my husband and got a drink for his daughter which is nice and I felt like a outsider I am not jealous just hurt...and some other things went on..the lady I was sitting across from me the look on her face seeing this going I wonder what she was thinking I started talking to her..Lord when I got home it over came me how i was treated by this so called friend and I feel my husband daughter hates me because I feel this feeling from her and the whole time we were together at the bingo hall I felt this terrible feeling over me that something was wrong..I think somebody told her something about me and it ws not nice my husbands sister is a very jeaouls person and tells our friends things about us that is not true...I felt so so hurt inside I can not stand it Lord I hurt so bad I can not sleep so I am taking another sleeping pill and wine hopely it will help me to go to sleep. Lord help me please I need you why did this happen to me what did I do wrong Lord ...I give this all to you Lord I am hurt heartbroken Lord I need you right know Lord..Why did they treat me that way not including me I was right there..please heal me Lord and give me peace,,I forgive them all...but I am hurting bad Lord thank you Lord...