tina1
Beloved of All
Actually i normally spend a lot of time asking the Lord what i should do especially before big decisions...i have never felt if i get a clear response if He is telling me the way and i don't see it then i don't know but i turmoil over seeing His Will for many a time and still don't feel if i do..even with asking Him what to do and genuinely waiting and meditating things have still turned out as mistakes so not sure what is going on...especially now with the grievance process things are all mixed up more so yes this time i was fed up i still prayed but went forward it is self destructive i know and the Lord will probably punish me some more for it i guess it doesn't even matter anymore there still seems to be a negative outcome whether i pray seek His Will or not...if it is a mistake He can still block it from going forward but I'm sure He will allow it as further punishment...meanwhile the manager who twisted the recruitment process and gave the job to someone else which was rightfully mine (i have objective evidence she fixed the points in the recruitment process as the other interviewers provided this to me hence the grievance) gets away with it...that was a dream job and i was patiently waiting and applying for jobs for the past 4 years so the Lord allows all this to happen i don't understand why He does not want truth to prevailFirst and foremost; Did you ask the Lord about taking that position "before" you did? Or, did you present the choice to the Lord, and say to Him that you are taking it? If it is the wrong choice for you, you then must believe His Word and stop getting stressed about the job. You took it, so now do the best you can. Being stressed is not going to help. Having a relationship with the Lord and depending on Him will definitely help.
Romans 8:28New American Standard Bible (NASB)
28 And we know that [a]God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.
In the name of Jesus, I bless you with the life of God.