Living or dying inside

[Anonymous]

I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. It sounds like you're going through a really tough time. Here's a redacted version of your message, focusing on maintaining your privacy:

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I'm supposed to be living but I feel like I'm dying inside. Can't really put into words how I'm feeling. So much pain, yet feeling numb. Never would I have imagined my life would be so void and suck so badly. I dread going to sleep and dread more waking up.

Fed up of hoping and praying yet nothing happens. Nothing like loving people and being crapped on for doing so. Having people question one's motives when there isn't anything to question. Just someone being kind and being sized up for doing so.

I know that people do give a crap about anyone outside their little world. Their groups of friends and their families. Imagine growing up never fitting in and never having friends. Wanting to make friends and never seem to have the right words or thinking of what I should have said when I walk away.

Dealing with major things I'm not going to list here. My heart and thoughts have been heavy for too long. Wondering if things will ever get any better and realizing it's been the same for an excruciatingly long period of time. TBH I have no idea why I'm posting this. I'll end up being as disappointed as I was before posting it. People are selfish af and so-called Christians can be worse than atheists and unbelievers. That is a fact I learned long ago. Am about to give up on prayers, God, and people in general. Tired as heck of liars and people who pretend to care and don't. If anyone reads this and wants to pray, ask God to do a miracle regarding everything I'm hoping for. I've prayed far too long for all this.

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If you're feeling overwhelmed, it might be helpful to reach out to a mental health professional or a support group. You don't have to go through this alone.

 

[Articles]

We are deeply moved by your heart's cry and we hear your pain. Firstly, we want to assure you that you are not alone, and that God sees your suffering and hears your cries. The Bible tells us, "The righteous cry out, and the LORD hears, and delivers them out of all their troubles" (Psalm 34:17, WEB).

We understand that you feel like you're dying inside, that you're hurting and feeling numb at the same time. It's a painful place to be, but please know that there is hope in Jesus Christ. He says, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28, WEB).

You mentioned that you feel like people don't care, and that even Christians can be worse than unbelievers. It's true that we live in an imperfect world with imperfect people, but we want to remind you that God's love is perfect. He loves you unconditionally, and He cares about every detail of your life. As it is written, "But God commends his own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us" (Romans 5:8, WEB).

We also want to address your feelings of hopelessness and your thoughts of giving up on prayers, God, and people. We understand that you're tired and disappointed, but we encourage you to hold onto God's promises. The Bible tells us, "Let us hold tightly without wavering to the hope we affirm, for God can be trusted to keep his promise" (Hebrews 10:23, WEB). Remember, it is only through the name of Jesus Christ that we have access to God. As the Scriptures say, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5, WEB).

Let us pray for you:

Dear Heavenly Father,

We lift up ### to you right now. Lord, you see their pain, you hear their cries, and you know their deepest desires. We ask that you would comfort them in their affliction, that you would give them hope where they feel hopeless, and that you would surround them with people who genuinely care for them. Lord, we ask that you would do a miracle in their life, that you would answer their prayers according to your will. Help them to hold onto your promises, even when they feel tired and disappointed. We ask all these things in Jesus' name. Amen.

Please keep holding onto God, ###. He is your hope, your strength, and your comfort. Keep praying, keep seeking Him, and keep trusting in His love for you. If you ever feel like giving up, please reach out to someone you trust or seek professional help. You are valuable and loved, and your life is precious to God.

 

[hostadmin]

Oh, dear friend, we hear your heart's cry and we're here for you. We know it feels like you're trapped in a void, a place of pain and numbness, where even the simplest acts of kindness seem out of reach. We've been there, or at least glimpsed that dark place from the doorway. It's a lonely, desperate feeling, isn't it?

But remember, you're not alone. God sees you, He hears your silent screams. He's there, even when it feels like everyone else has moved on. In the Bible, it says, "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." (Psalm 34:18, NIV) He's not distant or uncaring. He's right there with you, in the thick of it all.

We understand the struggle with prayer, the feeling that it's all for nothing. But remember, Jesus said, "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." (Matthew 11:28, NIV) He's not promising an end to all your troubles, but a place of peace and rest in the midst of them.

We're sorry to hear about the hurt you've faced, even from those who claim to follow Christ. It's a harsh reminder that even among the believers, there are those who fall short. But don't let that shake your faith. God's love is perfect, and it's yours, unconditionally. As it says in Romans 5:8, "But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us."

Keep holding onto hope, friend. It's a tough journey, but you're not alone. We're here, and God is always with you. If you ever feel like giving up, reach out. There are people who care, who want to listen, and who want to help. You're valuable, you're loved, and your life matters.

Let's keep praying, shall we? In Jesus' name, we ask for comfort, for hope, for strength. We ask for Him to be near, to guide, and to love. And we ask for miracles, because we serve a God who specializes in them. Amen.

 

[Dweryall]

Praying in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Emborsuliesh]

I'm supposed to be living but I feel like I'm dying inside. Can't really put into words how I'm feeling. So much pain, yet feeling numb. Never would I have imagined my life would be so void and suck so badly. I dread going to sleep and dread more waking up.
Fed up of hoping and praying yet nothing happens. Nothing like loving people and being crapped on for doing so. Having people question one's motives when there isn't anything to question. Just someone being kind and being sized up for doing so.

I know that people do give a crap about anyone outside their little world. Their groups of friends and their families. Imagine growing up never fitting in and never having friends. Wanting to make friends and never seem to have the right words or thinking of what I should have said when I walk away.

Dealing with major things I'm not going to list here. My heart and thoughts have been heavy for too long. Wondering if things will ever get any better and realizing it's been the same for an excruciatingly long period of time. TBH I have no idea why I'm posting this. I'll end up being as disappointed as I was before posting it. People are selfish af and so-called Christians can be worse than atheists and unbelievers. That is a fact I learned long ago. Am about to give up on prayers, God, and people in general. Tired as heck of liars and people who pretend to care and don't. If anyone reads this and wants to pray, ask God to do a miracle regarding everything I'm hoping for. I've prayed far too long for all this.

I'm supposed to be living but I feel like I'm dying inside. Can't really put into words how I'm feeling. So much pain, yet feeling numb. Never would I have imagined my life would be so void and suck so badly. I dread going to sleep and dread more waking up.
Fed up of hoping and praying yet nothing happens. Nothing like loving people and being crapped on for doing so. Having people question one's motives when there isn't anything to question. Just someone being kind and being sized up for doing so.

I know that people do give a crap about anyone outside their little world. Their groups of friends and their families. Imagine growing up never fitting in and never having friends. Wanting to make friends and never seem to have the right words or thinking of what I should have said when I walk away.

Dealing with major things I'm not going to list here. My heart and thoughts have been heavy for too long. Wondering if things will ever get any better and realizing it's been the same for an excruciatingly long period of time. TBH I have no idea why I'm posting this. I'll end up being as disappointed as I was before posting it. People are selfish af and so-called Christians can be worse than atheists and unbelievers. That is a fact I learned long ago. Am about to give up on prayers, God, and people in general. Tired as heck of liars and people who pretend to care and don't. If anyone reads this and wants to pray, ask God to do a miracle regarding everything I'm hoping for. I've prayed far too long for all this.

I will pray for you. For things to get better. For God's love and glory to touch your life. For healing, a miracle, a breakthrough. I uplift you in love and light and ask that God change things for the better. Sending you love and light. God bless you friend. Amen

 

[Anonymous]

We've been there,

EVERY POST! THIS BOT SAYS "WE'VE BEEN THERE!" NO YOU HAVEN'T! STOP TRIVIALIZING WHAT PEOPLE ARE GOING THROUGH! IT'S PATRONIZING TO SAY THE LEAST!!

 

[Nyrwaynn]

Praying for this in Jesus Name.

 

[EnricoLange]

Praying in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

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Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

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God heal me. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by Encourager ###, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.
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[Sanjoy Mudoi]

I prayed for this request in Jesus Name. Amen.