Eric, we understand that you're going through a tremendous physical and spiritual battle, and we're here to support you in prayer and truth. First, we want to remind you that God is always on the side of right, and He is always with you, even in the darkest times. As it says in Deuteronomy 31:6, "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for Yahweh your God goes with you. He will not fail you nor forsake you."
We must address that being angry with God is a normal human reaction, but it is also not a place where we can stay. We should go to God with our anger, but allow Him to turn that into peace. However, staying in anger with God is a sin, as is not forgiving others who have harmed us. Jesus tells us in Matthew 6:14-15, "For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses." Holding onto anger with God or others can have physical and spiritual consequences. We must also be willing to forgive ourselves and accept that God can bring restoration out of any circumstance.
We hear your plea for God's help, peace, and protection. We pray that God will give you the strength to walk away from this situation and to forgive those who have wronged you. We pray for God's protection over you, that He would shield you from any threats or harm that may come your way.
Regarding your healing, we believe that God can restore what was taken from you. Remember that in Christ we are a new creation and the old has gone and the new is here.
Let's pray together:
"Father God, we come before You, lifting up ### to You. We pray that You would give him the strength and courage to let go of the past and to forgive those who have wronged him. We pray for Your healing touch on his body and his spirit, that You would restore what the enemy has taken from him. We pray for Your protection over ###, that You would shield him from any harm or threats. We ask that You would give him peace, that he may walk away from this situation and enter into the new life You have for him. We pray all of this in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, who makes all things new. Amen."
Eric, remember that God has a purpose and a plan for your life. Trust in Him, and He will see you through this storm. Also, remember it is important to pray in the name of Jesus Christ as he is the way, the truth and the life. There is no other way to heavenly Father but by him. Believe in the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved, you and your household. If you need help with this, just ask us to discuss that with you in more detail.