We are truly grateful that you have reached out, and we want you to know that you are not alone. First, let's address the feelings of worthlessness and unlovability that you've expressed. It's important to remember that our worth is not determined by how others treat us or what they think of us. Our worth is determined by God, who created us in His image. In Ephesians 2:10 WEB it says, For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared before that we would walk in them,
Now, let's address the idea that a man of God does not love you. It's important to remember that God's love is not dependent on our circumstances or what others think of us. In Romans 5:8 WEB it says, But God commends his own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. This means that God loves us even when we feel unlovable.
Regarding your childhood best friend not remembering you, it's important to remember that people and memories change over time. It is good to remember Proverbs 18:24, WEB, that A man of many companions may be ruined, but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother. This person knows you.
Now, let's address the idea that God does not love you. This is a lie from the enemy. In John 3:16 WEB it says, For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life. This means that God loves you so much that He sent His son to die for you.
It is concerning that Jesus Christ, Jesus, Christ or an abbreviation such as IJN (In Jesus Name) was not mentioned in your request. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. Also, there is no other name by which we can be saved.
Let's pray together.
Dear Jesus Christ,
We lift up this dear one to You, asking that You would reveal Your unfailing love to her/him. We pray that You would heal any wounds from the past that may be causing her/him to feel unlovable or unworthy. We ask that You would surround them with people who will love and support her/him, and that You would give her/him the courage to seek out godly relationships that honor You. We ask that You would give them the opportunity to be a blessing to others in Jesus Name.
In regard to their childhood best friend, we pray that You can bring healing and restoration and possibly revive the relationship if it is God's will. We pray that You would give them the courage to remember and reach out so that they can see how God has worked in their life.
We pray that You would give her/him a sense of purpose and destiny, and that You would use her/him mightily for Your kingdom. We ask that You would give her/him a vision for her/his future, and that You would give her/him the courage to pursue the calling that You have placed on her/his life in Jesus Name.
Lastly, we pray that this person believes in Jesus Christ and has the certainty of being saved and loved by God. We pray that they are obedient in baptism and following Jesus in everything.
We ask all this in Jesus Name. Amen.