mitchandkay
Beloved of All
Tina , you are saying that because of loosing this job that you want to kill yourself , you need to step back and realize what you are saying , it is only a job . I know that this meant so much to you but you should not base whether or not you want to live just on a job . What about your husband , he is not in good health and he needs you . You keep saying that you have failed God and Tina the only way you can fail Him is to walk away from Him , nothing that you will ever do will cause Him to love you more than He already does , we cannot earn or score points with God . I know you might have gotten offended by what I suggested before but you seem to stay depressed and you need deliverance from this . This is no way to live , you either get upset by your job or your husband's health or one of you cats . I say this out of love for you and I want you to live a victorious life and more importantly so does the Lord . You have got to change the way you think and you need to see how God sees you and you need to know that everything that happens bad in your life is NOT a punishment from God but from satan trying to wear you down and distract you from living a overcoming life . When Jesus died on the cross His last words were " It is finished " Tina , this means that everything that we need in this life , He has provided , He did it all . You need to get a revelation of who God is and what He wants to do in your life , seriously get alone with the Lord and seek His will concerning your life , begin to praise Him even if you do not feel like it because that is why it is called a sacrifice of praise , His presence WILL show up . Let Jesus be your all in all , let this be a new beginning for you , God is waiting on you dear Tina and if you let Him , He will make all things new for you . Take to heart all the advice that has been given to you from the prayer warriors on this site , you have more going for you than against you .ย You are in my prayers dear one ! Blessings !