I've just about lost my faith and

[MarkLife]

I've just about lost my faith and given up. I almost hate the day I became a Christian now since that day I've lost my house, my car, most of what I have and what's left is in storage about to be taken anyway. My finance lost her job too! And all follow Christians do is just give reasons to justify it. Book of Job or God tears you down to bring you back up or he never gives more than you can't handle and on and on and with reasons why it's ok that my path to follow God has officially made my live worse. I haven't had one peaceful full night sleep in years!! And my fellow Christians seem to be the most selfish people I've started to know. When someone can make a real financial blessing they pass the buck and refer you to sources that can help. When my church knew I was sick and about too lose everything I merely got referred to the nearest homeless shelter. I can go on but I'm so sick literally with my cystic fibrosis and just life I already tried to kill myself and my fiance stopped me mid action. I'm so done I seriously hate being Christian and just about consider it a life ruiner nothing is fun anymore everything feels like a sin and always have to ask for forgiveness for thinking for looking for doing this and that and that and this I seriously don't even enjoy life anymore!! And I've tried I've prayed and prayed and prayed and PRAYED I've read the bible I've studied and things get worse and worse I don't even got gas to go to work to make a check yeah I was finally given a job 6 cities away!!!! And my big v8 car which my drive used too only be 5 minutes to work has become 50 minutes!! At least before my life Ihad a great job nice place to live reliable car and was seriously enjoying life hardly ever had to worry about money heck I was helping others!! I'm so done I don't care anymore no Christian lends me a real hand just pass the buck to someone else and despite all this I still believe in there love of God and the resurrection of Jesus Christ. But I really don't think I can do this anymore. I Litterly have no money to get work and I'm sure a bunch of people are going to point out solutions because that's easier and free than giving actual money. No family can help I can't get a loan OF ANY kind I have NOTHING left to sell except my soul. I HATE BECOMIBG CHRISTIAN SUPPOSED TO MAKE MY LIFE BETTER. If you want to pray I can keep my faith please do. Pray I can at least have the money to get Rio work and have something for food. Pray we get there money tho get us current on bills. Or just pray I can end myself quickly and peacefully.

 

[Jamia]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Golden Ruby]

Lord God you know this pain this man & his family are going thru. I ask that You deliver him from the evil one in every area of his life that You command Your angels to protect his family, spiritually, financially, physically mentally and relationally in every area he needs your deliverance anf rebuke satan in every area of their lives, their home and material belongings. I pray Your peace upon him now in Jesus Christ and calm the storm surrounding him by Your mighty warrior angels inn Christ Jesus we command Your hedge of protection, peace and sound mind this moment forth faith to believe in Your provision and mercies and an undying hope for the future which You planned for his good, prosperity and a supernatural love to know you will bring him thru this trial in Christ's power by way of Your miracles Amen

 

[mei]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[sheela ranie]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[gratefully777]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Brother James]

I've just about lost my faith and given up. I almost hate the day I became a Christian now since that day I've lost my house, my car, most of what I have and what's left is in storage about to be taken anyway. My finance lost her job too! And all follow Christians do is just give reasons to justify it. Book of Job or God tears you down to bring you back up or he never gives more than you can't handle and on and on and with reasons why it's ok that my path to follow God has officially made my live worse. I haven't had one peaceful full night sleep in years!! And my fellow Christians seem to be the most selfish people I've started to know. When someone can make a real financial blessing they pass the buck and refer you to sources that can help. When my church knew I was sick and about too lose everything I merely got referred to the nearest homeless shelter. I can go on but I'm so sick literally with my cystic fibrosis and just life I already tried to kill myself and my fiance stopped me mid action. I'm so done I seriously hate being Christian and just about consider it a life ruiner nothing is fun anymore everything feels like a sin and always have to ask for forgiveness for thinking for looking for doing this and that and that and this I seriously don't even enjoy life anymore!! And I've tried I've prayed and prayed and prayed and PRAYED I've read the bible I've studied and things get worse and worse I don't even got gas to go to work to make a check yeah I was finally given a job 6 cities away!!!! And my big v8 car which my drive used too only be 5 minutes to work has become 50 minutes!! At least before my life Ihad a great job nice place to live reliable car and was seriously enjoying life hardly ever had to worry about money heck I was helping others!! I'm so done I don't care anymore no Christian lends me a real hand just pass the buck to someone else and despite all this I still believe in there love of God and the resurrection of Jesus Christ. But I really don't think I can do this anymore. I Litterly have no money to get work and I'm sure a bunch of people are going to point out solutions because that's easier and free than giving actual money. No family can help I can't get a loan OF ANY kind I have NOTHING left to sell except my soul. I HATE BECOMIBG CHRISTIAN SUPPOSED TO MAKE MY LIFE BETTER. If you want to pray I can keep my faith please do. Pray I can at least have the money to get Rio work and have something for food. Pray we get there money tho get us current on bills. Or just pray I can end myself quickly and peacefully.

Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you
 
Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me
 
Let Us Pray:  God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You.  I long for a more intimate relationship with You.  God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8).  Show me how to draw closer to You.   Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life.  Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life.  God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7).  I confess, I will take no thought for my life.   I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34).  I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily.  Thank You Jesus for Your Promises!  Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3).  Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus.  God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site.  Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus,  my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.
 
Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen. 

 

[Anonymous]

 

[Rose77]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[caldoug]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.