DEAR ONE , YOU ARE BEING HONEST CONFESSING THIS AND THAT TAKES COURAGE . THE LORD ARLEADY KNOWS WHAT YOU ARE FEELING IN YOUR HEART AND HE LONGS FOR YOU TO COME HAVE FELLOWSHIP WITH HIM . THE TIME FOR JESUS' RETURN CANNOT BE TOO FAR AWAY AND NOW MORE THAN ANY OTHER TIME WE MUST DRAW NEAR TO THE LORD . ALL CHRISTIANS HAVE GONE THROUGH " DRY " SPELLS WITH THEIR WALK WITH THE LORD IF THEY WERE HONEST ENOUGH TO ADMIT IT , SO YOU ARE NOT ALONE IN FEELING THE WAY THAT YOU FEEL . LET ME SUGGEST THAT YOU LISTEN TO SOME REALLY GOOD WORSHIP MUSIC , BEGIN TO WORSHIP GOD SIMPLY FOR WHO HE IS , HE WILL MAKE HIS PRESENCE KNOWN BECAUSE AS IT SAYS IN THE BIBLE , HE INHABITS THE PRAISES OF HIS PEOPLE . IN HIS HOLY PRESENCE THINGS CHANGE , THE MORE WE SEEK HIM , OUR RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM WILL BECOME STRONGER . HE IS SUCH A LOVING AND CARING HEAVENLY FATHER AND HE IS FOREVER FAITHFUL . HE IS PURE LOVE AND FORGIVENESS AND PRAISE GOD , HE WILL NEVER CHANGE . YOU WILL BE IN MY PRAYERS . BLESSINGS !