I have been applying for jobs since last May. I started looking into jobs outside the home -- which has not worked out -- but if God wants me to work at home like I have done before I'm happy with that. I just applied for a transcription job and took a series of tests for them. I loved the work, but they turned me down. I am so disappointed. My savings is almost depleted. I applied for a loan modification for our home. My husband retired, and it has hurt our finances and has almost depleted our savings. Nothing is working out. My husband does side jobs, and he is stingy with sharing the money that we need for the bills. My daughter that lives at home just took on a great job, and she is also not willing to share her income and I need everyone to pitch in. What I don't understand is God knows my money is almost gone and He knows I need a job and nothing is working out. I am getting sick with worry and I can't take much more. I have a small Ebay business that does very little. I have a Tiktok account with wholesome content that was drawing money but it is banned until the end of the month. I am going to look into other transcription jobs at home because that is my forte. I am just scared because nothing is working out.