In a couple days it's my B'day but I just want to d.i.e :-/

[Anonymous]

Don't have a job yet. Barely earning enough to somehow pay my debts partially.
I help everyone out and yet I can't but stare at my messed up shattered self that needs more love and empathy.
Unfortunately I have some unrealistic expectations and that makes me all the more sad I guess.
I am not suicidal. I won't do anything drastic or remotely irrational.
But
I am drowning in depression.
It's a perpetual longing but it aggravates especially during my Birthdays
that I just wish somehow I passed on to the great beyond.
I am a rational person. I am hyper creative. I have some affiliation with projects that adds purpose and meaning in the lives of marginalized folks.
Despite a loving caring family, siblings, friends and better life than most underprivileged,
I am lonely
and I wish I was no more

I only pray when I am this depressed and that makes me feel guilty of seeing/seeking G-d only as a therapist of sorts.
I feel disgusted at my very being.
I keep posting anon prayer requests here cuz I keep drowning back into depression.
I cannot afford a therapist though.

Please pray that at the very least I be happy on my Birthday.
I don't want anyone else in my life to be sad cuz of me.

 

[Articles]

May God hear your request and grant it according to his will. In Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[Aessarel]

Lord we ask in the name of Jesus Christ that you lift this person up out of the miry pit. That You fill their lives with Your love and peace and joy. May they cling to the knowledge of You in times of depression and sadness. May You uplift them in the power of Your Word and in the power of all you promise us as we abode in Christ. In Jesus' Name, Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

I have prayed in Jesus' name that God will hear and grant your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Amen. Thank You Jesus.

A Prayer For You: God Thank You. Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me Jesus. I Am Loved. God I ask You in Jesus' name bless me with the desires of my heart that is the will of God for my life and the lives of those I pray for. Bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Bless me with the desire, strength, and wisdom to always seek first the kingdom of God and Your righteousness so that I will live an abundant life in Christ Jesus. God help me to always keep my focus on You, trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You first in all my ways, and allow You to direct the footsteps I take and the words that I speak. God let Your Word dwell within me richly so that I will come to know You better, love You more, and make You known. God help me, show me how, and bless me to have a closer stronger more intimate relationship with You and fulfill my God-Purpose. God heal me totally in all areas of my life. Make me whole in You. Bless me to walk in the faith, truth, trust, love, peace, security, wisdom, and joy of Your Word and presence in my life. God bless me with a God solution-focused heart, mind, attitude, and spirit, and let me always think, act, and react with a God solution-focused heart, mind, attitude, and spirit.

God place Your angels all around me to cover and protect me from all sickness, evil, hurt, harm, danger, accidents, the plans of my enemies, and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God deal with my enemies according to Your Word. And God please protect me from getting all Covid variants. Show me what to do, what not to do, where to go, where not to go, and what to take to stay safe and protected from all Covid variants. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of this prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love, and care about. God forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Thank You Jesus. Prayer was written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach

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[Brother James]

Praying with and for you in Jesus.

We can do everything Jesus did and more! We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

You can copy and paste this to pray every day and share...

There is nothing that happens for us that is bad. All things work for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!

Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us.

Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously.

I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.

Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.

Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.

Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.

Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me.

Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.

Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[Elvis Patrick]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Sanjoy Mudoi]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Nikori]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Baethaniaph]

Don't have a job yet. Barely earning enough to somehow pay my debts partially.
I help everyone out and yet I can't but stare at my messed up shattered self that needs more love and empathy.
Unfortunately I have some unrealistic expectations and that makes me all the more sad I guess.
I am not suicidal. I won't do anything drastic or remotely irrational.
But
I am drowning in depression.
It's a perpetual longing but it aggravates especially during my Birthdays
that I just wish somehow I passed on to the great beyond.
I am a rational person. I am hyper creative. I have some affiliation with projects that adds purpose and meaning in the lives of marginalized folks.
Despite a loving caring family, siblings, friends and better life than most underprivileged,
I am lonely
and I wish I was no more
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I only pray when I am this depressed and that makes me feel guilty of seeing/seeking G-d only as a therapist of sorts.
I feel disgusted at my very being.
I keep posting anon prayer requests here cuz I keep drowning back into depression.
I cannot afford a therapist though.

Please pray that at the very least I be happy on my Birthday.
I don't want anyone else in my life to be sad cuz of me.

I feel this on an emotional level. Although I could never fully understand your feelings because I am not you, I relate to going in and out of depression and thinking of myself as a burden to God and others around me. The best advice I could give you is to continue fighting.(as Christians we are always in spiritual warfare).

Try changing your focus from how bad you see yourself to how God sees you through His word. He loves you enough to die for you, call upon His name in times of trouble and wait in faith for Him to work knowing He works everything for good. He is God and is not burdened by your troubles(His mercy is great and He is aware of our weaknesses as human beings) He knows you inside and out and loves you no matter what state you are in. In fact: “He is near to the broken hearted and binds up their wounds” Psalm 34:19. Go outside and reflect upon His creation and your place in His world. You were created by Him and for Him. Every small thing you do has a purpose and is part of His plan. Never be afraid or hesitant to approach Him when you are weak, thats what the enemy wants. Have faith in His love that caused Him to sacrifice His life for you and fight the good fight. Lifting up your spirit to Him that you would feel His presence and know how much He loves you