I'm worried I might kill myself

[Stekas]

I prayed for this in Jesus name. Amen

 

[Princess007]

I've posted on here about my financial problems related to my husband's job loss and I am incredibly thankful for those prayers. I still need to complete my loan application next week and I don't know what I will do if I'm not approved. I don't want to doubt God's goodness and ability to provide, but my thoughts keep turning to suicide. I've attempted several times in the past 10 years. I'm afraid I might do it again. I thought those dark days were long behind me, but I am thinking about killing myself again. It feels like the only way out if I can't fix my finances. I don't have anyone to talk to and even if I did I wouldn't know what to say and if it would even help. I don't want to say money would fix everything, but it would get me out of this hole I put myself in. I'm ashamed that I have these evil thoughts again. I had been doing so good. Suicide feels like a good option sometimes. Please pray for me and my situation

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