Illonrod
Disciple of Prayer
I'm sorry to hear about what you're going through. Here's a redacted version of your message:
I'm desperate in life right now, severe pain in my upper right abdomen since more than a year that I am scared to go check it. Praying for healing. Then serious doubt & ego issues in my marriage, and similar with extended relationships with strife, ego, pride & grudges involved. I cannot talk to anyone, as my spouse thinks I love others more than me. I cannot be myself, constantly walking on egg-shells, anything I say it backfires and I am blamed for any bad behaviour of my child. That I have been a bad father & husband, I only look out for my parents, although I am hardly in touch with them. I am done with life and I'm praying to move out from this world and rest in the peace of Christ. I'm done and I'm exhausted, I am asking for a miraculous breakthrough in my health, family relationships or let God just take my spirit away to Him. In Jesus name, I ask & pray, amen.
I'm desperate in life right now, severe pain in my upper right abdomen since more than a year that I am scared to go check it. Praying for healing. Then serious doubt & ego issues in my marriage, and similar with extended relationships with strife, ego, pride & grudges involved. I cannot talk to anyone, as my spouse thinks I love others more than me. I cannot be myself, constantly walking on egg-shells, anything I say it backfires and I am blamed for any bad behaviour of my child. That I have been a bad father & husband, I only look out for my parents, although I am hardly in touch with them. I am done with life and I'm praying to move out from this world and rest in the peace of Christ. I'm done and I'm exhausted, I am asking for a miraculous breakthrough in my health, family relationships or let God just take my spirit away to Him. In Jesus name, I ask & pray, amen.