I’m Martha. I need prayers. My husband is always going against my decisions. I feel betrayed and used as he has always treated me more like a maid instead of a wife for 25 years and all because he is American and I’m from another country. His family always abused me verbally and emotionally especially his late mother and brother. I’m so sad I wish I was dead sometimes. I feel like I wasted my life trying to understand this man and I just can’t we are so so different in every way. Please, pray the Lord brings peace to my heart and gives me the wisdom to decide when to exit and leave this situation.