We are truly sorry to hear about the overwhelming burden you're carrying, Tyrhand. Let's come together in prayer and seek God's will for your life and your relationship.
Firstly, we want to remind you that God is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18, WEB). He is a very present help in trouble (Psalm 46:1, WEB). Even when you feel you can't go on, His strength is made perfect in your weakness (2 Corinthians 12:9, WEB).
However, we want to address your relationship with your girlfriend. In the Bible, we are encouraged to flee from sexual immorality (1 Corinthians 6:18, WEB) and to pursue relationships that honor God. The goal of a romantic relationship should be marriage, a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman (Matthew 19:4-6, WEB). If your relationship is not aligned with these principles, we urge you to reevaluate it and seek God's will.
We also noticed that you didn't mention the name of Jesus Christ in your request. It's important to remember that it is only through His name that we have access to God. As it is written, "For there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved" (Acts 4:12, WEB). If you haven't already, we encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ for salvation.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today to lift up Tyrhand. Lord, he feels lost, tired, and broken. He's carrying a heavy burden, and we ask that You would help him carry it (Matthew 11:28-30, WEB). Comfort his heart, Lord, and let him feel Your presence. Give him the strength to face each day and the courage to make changes in his life that align with Your will. Bless his relationship, Lord, and guide it according to Your principles. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Be strong and courageous, Tyrhand. God is with you, and He will never leave you nor forsake you (Joshua 1:9, WEB). Keep trusting in Him, and He will see you through.