janani
Disciple of Prayer
i'm Janani from Srilanka. i loved a guy and i got married to him. but he left me and went. so i started to live with my mom. after some days i met a boy called Vishal. he is from India i thought him as my best friend. i told him all my past stories. he started to love me first. without my knowledge i also started to love him. he was so close with my family. i'm loving a christian boy called Vishal. he also was loving me a lot. he told me he will marry me after 3 or 6 months. my mom was so happy with him. he always care my family a lot. but now my Vishal is saying he can't marry me. I'm so disapointed. even my mom she is worring alot now. he is the correct person for me. because he have understand me a lot. my mom wish is that i should get marry to him. yes god i want him in my life. i can't live without him. i'm so close to him. i can't marry anyone. even physically i'm close to him. please help me. if i didn't get marry to vishal my mom she will take me to my own country. if i go their because of my ex husband i have to face lots of problems in my life. i can't earn much their. what i will do for my brother's and sister's education? how i can fulfill their needs and wants? i can't allow my mom to work. i can't see my mom suffering. we don't have any wealth. if my sister want to marry her person they will see our family background. all will say her elder sister got married but her ex guy left her. so what other people will think of my family? if i got marry to vishal that bad name will get delete in their mind. yes if we have money only all will respect us. i want to get marry to vishal to fulfil all my family needs and wants and to make my life happy. only vishal can make me happy. still vishal is moving with me so closer. he is saying he loves me a lot. but he can't marry me he is saying. so how it can me. help me my best friends. i want to marry him soon. he is going to india on his vacation on 1st of may. he will come back to dubai on 1st of june this year. before end of this year first week of june vishal should say near me and my mom that he want to marry me and he is going to marry me before end of this year june. then i should get marry to him before end of this year june.i want my vishal only to marry me. i can't live without him. bring vishal near me and make him to marry me before end of this year june. its all in your hand. i know my god you will bring him near me and u will make him to marry me before end of this year june. my heart is paining. my mom she is crying every day. she is not well. she got high blood pressure also. she also wanted that i should get marry to vishal. just think if how can a girl can bare the if her life get destroyed for second time also. i can't god. please ma help me. please make my dreams and my mom's dream true. give this happiness to my family. i'm waiting for vishal. i'm waiting for my wedding. i know my god will help me. now i have handed over my wedding with vishal which is going to happen in this year before end of june. your wedding day also in the month of june. you have to help lord. what ever difficult at any cost i should get marry to vishal before end of this year june. you have help me god. change vishal. change is mind. bring vishal back to me.
