I understand that you are suffering right now , but this WILL pass , if you were to end your life , you would be in torment for all of eternity . The Lord knows what you are feeling and He longs for you to come to Him , He is the ONLY one who can help you . People will always let us down even if they do not mean to , but God will NEVER fail you , He is there right where you are and He is waiting on you to cry out to Him . Father God , we pray that as this person calls upon Your name that they would feel Your presence so strong that nothing else would matter to them , and we bind the spirit of depression and we speak the joy of the Lord to fill them . I like the song that goes ...... Turn your eyes upon Jesus , look full in His wonderful face , then the things of earth will grow strangely dim , in the light of His Glory and Grace ! Live in the blessings that the Lord wants to give to you !