I'd accepted Jesus years ago. I was involved in church and was always trying to help the needy, doing what I believed God wanted of me. I was never more content, feeling close to God. Years later my father died. For some unknown reason I was never able to recover. I became despondent, extremely depressed, and anxious. I really don't know what happened to me. I still believed, but my emotional life had changed, and I knew it had. The depression never left although I continually prayed, knowing He would one day remove it from my life. Eventually my aunt, mother, 2 children passed away. This blackness continues to follow me. I am always stopped in my tracks as a reminder. It is unrelenting and unstoppable. I still believe. My faith is all I have left; however, I'm so stuck...in the past and don't know how to move to my future. I feel so alone. Life doesn't sit right anymore. I have prayed and prayed. I know good and bad happens to the righteous and unrighteous, and I'm not special. However, I'm asking for your prayers so this shroud of darkness leaves, finally. I have been living with this heartache for almost 30 years , and I don't know how to move on. In Jesus's name. Amen.
Genesis❤️:
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Let's urgently lift up Genesis
against spiritual warfare. "No weapon formed against you shall prosper" (Isa 54:17). Trust God's protection: "He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge" (Ps 91:4). Praying for His intervention and peace. In Jesus' name! 
Let's lift up our fellow members in prayer! 
**Let's Pray Together!** 
**Urgent**: Join @Callum in praying for a loved one in cardiac arrest.
**Health**: Pray for @Fiyzance’s brothers battling hepatitis B.
**Finances**: Lift up @Pruemor for a financial breakthrough.
**Family**: Support @Crieview’s prayer for a family's health and joy.
**Exams**: Encourage @Couvale who's anxious about upcoming exams.
**Protection**: Stand with @Cralmilan for their daughter's freedom from toxic bondage.
