Rarcal
Disciple of Prayer
I would like to pray to live & not die. My brother always threatening to kill me. Two month ago, the first Wednesday in August he came trying to break down my bedroom door with a long knife saying he is going to leave me like a sieve. I don't say anything to him at all, even before he started threatening me. This has been a year & a half since he wanted to be at war with me. On mornings he used to look at me very nasty for no apparent reason. So I started shunning him. I would go to my room. May 13th he tried to kill me. He told me he is going to cut my head off & he is going to enjoy seeing me suffer & die in pain. He is going to make sure I don't die one time I'm going to suffer for about half an hour before death. He told me that right in the presence of my mom. The first week in August around 10:30 am he came trying to break down my bedroom door with a long knife saying he is going to stab me up when he is finished I'm going to be like a sieve. My mom had to beg him to not kill me. He told her you only get ten to fifteen years for murder & nine months is one year in jail & the time those fun fast & he will be soon out. I have to live in horror each day. I have to sleep with a machete under the pillow to protect myself if the worst is to come while I am asleep. He told me if he doesn't get me one way he is going to get me the other while I am asleep. So that is the reason why for sleeping with the machete. I can't even watch a movie in the living room at night because I am afraid I fall asleep & he attacks me & kills me while I am most vulnerable. I can't be in peace he is always verbally abusing me. Can you believe I never did him anything? I never ever experienced anything like this in my whole life only from him. He is on drugs. When he can't get money to buy them he gets very, very, angry & takes it out on who he believes is vulnerable. My mom is always telling me when she is not at home go to my room & keep the door locked. He is on drugs & when the height that he was on gone he would take it out on anyone in sight. Please pray for me I feel like the most unlucky person on the planet. That same brother had a lot of money from me & never paid me back & now wants to kill me. please, please pray for me my life is in danger.
