My dear friend, I tried again and again and prayed day and night, but I began to think that I disbelieved in God the Father because I thought he was a thief stealing children, and I began to think that he was a kidnapper, and I began to believe that God the Father was imperfect and not a perfect God, because if he was a perfect God, he would sleep with Mary The Virgin himself, or marrying her, or incarnating within her or doing any work of Him personally begetting His Son and being a purely pure Son of God the Father and His Virgin Mother and Wife and a Son from Him personally and not from anyone else I mean the Holy Spirit and no one knows nor documented what God has done. With the Holy Spirit by forcing him without his consent to give birth to our Savior Jesus, so that God the Father may cover his impotence, but if the childbearing of our Savior Jesus is with the consent of God the Father and the consent of the Holy Spirit, then the two are cuckolds and damned, how can one agree to sleep with or marry someone for his wife to give birth ? to a child while she is cursed by me