I wish I would be able to pay my debts and balance my finance for good, get my health back and that my ### would feel better than she currently feels (major depression) cuz it hurts me so to see her struggle and I can't help her. I have become so exhausted that every single day feels like...
I feel like reading the holy bible has destroyed my future and has caused me to delve further into unnecessary madness and self-hatred. I wish to just point a shotgun with buckshot to my skull and blast my head off because of the personality disorder from the Holy Bible. God, I don't want to be...