You were born into this world for a reason, you overcame the odds then and you can do the same now. Even though it doesn't seem like it, people need you, the world needs you. It's hard to pray now, just put on music, worship songs, praise songs that you know moves you, donny mclurkin, don moen works for me....and just stay still and allow Gods presence to heal you and lift the darkness and helplessness... Many of us have been down this path before but there is always light at the end of the tunnel, don't be afraid, rise again, one more time, you are a fighter deep down and that is why you have cried out. Dont give up now, whatever it is, is never as bleak as it looks and it's almost over that's why it seems overwhelming now. We have prayed for you, stood in the gap and it will only end in praise...We love you, don't give up