I want to die

[Gratefulness1]

Father God I ask in Yeshua's Blessed Name for favor for your child in this situation.

 

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[Basiloria]

I want to kill myself because of God. Before I tried using knives, but the pain would be horrible, so I wasn’t able to do it. Now I’m going to commit suicide with a different method: Overdose.

I suffer from high blood pressure. I also have a large, legal supply of an ADD pill called modafinil, which can cause fatal or near-fatal levels of blood pressure if abused. Today I took three pills, and I will probably take more if I don’t die soon enough. And I won’t take my blood pressure medication, which means my life will end pretty soon. And that is what I want because of God.

I was raped last night by a demon, and there was nothing I could do about it. I tried defending myself, but that made the demon travel to another dimension and rip the intestines out of my parallel self who was unsaved, killing him. He died a horrible death because a demon murdered him because I tried defending myself. And God made an audio clip of my mom crying, as if to suggest I should stop defending myself and instead accept being raped. Um, excuse me God, but did it ever occur to you to actually have some compassion and accept my prayers where I ask that you get rid of the demons so this wouldn’t have happened in the first place?

God rejects my prayers to be free from demons, even though I am a Christian. Instead he says that the decision is up to someone else. This person knows that demons have been raping me all day, every day. He also knows that 40,000 other people have been murdered by demons. He was even shown how my parallel self was immolated alive. Yet he still thinks I should have to suffer with demons, and he says the terror I justifies believing that I have to suffer with demons by saying that I brought it on myself, which is false.

Please pray and tell God that not even giving one billion dollars to me will prevent me from killing myself. What will prevent me from killing myself is if God decides to make it his decision and removes the demons permanently. He cannot leave the decision up to someone else whose answer will always be no.

Please pray and tell God to get back with me soon. If I’m not dead by the afternoon, I’ll take more pills and get my life over with. Again, not even a billion dollars will prevent me from killing myself, and please pray that God knows this. What will prevent me from killing myself is God quits being a jerk by refusing to remove the demons because someone else doesn’t want them removed. It has to be your decision God. The other person won’t forgive, and you know I’m right.

May you seek God to ask him forgiveness of sins and May he set you free may he excorcise and deliver you from demons and from any spirit not of God may he have Mercy upon you and remove these sucicidal thoughts from you and protect you from acting upon the temptation to commit suicide May he draw you into a saving Faith in Jesus and save your soul in Jesus Mighty name i pray Amen

 

[Basiloria]

is there anything in your house that you used to practise witchcraft or anything demonic? if so i'd remove it from your home as it may help to open doors to the the demons you must rid them from you and your house

 

[Basiloria]

that and also if not prayed for forgiveness of witchraft if that is how this happened or anything demonic practised in you must ask forgiveness for your idolatry and witcraft and or sorceries

 

[Basiloria]

May God help you and have mercy upon you and your sins may he deliver you and excorcise you from demons and any spirit not of God may he Protect you with Divine Protection and a Hedge of protection around you from demons and spiritual attacks coming against you in Jesus Mighty name