It is natural and right you long for your husband's love. Remember, Jesus must always come first; It is only through Him we are able to truly love others and they are able to love us. When we first set our desire on the Lord, the marriage bond is a unique and incredible relationship.
Mark 10:4-5 NIV
4 They said, “Moses permitted a man to write a certificate of divorce and send her away.”
5 “It was because your hearts were hard that Moses wrote you this law,” Jesus replied. 6 “But at the beginning of creation God ‘made them male and female.’[
a] 7 ‘For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife,[
b] 8 and the two will become one flesh.’[
c] So they are no longer two, but one flesh. 9 Therefore what God has joined together, let no one separate.”
This is an excerpt from Solomon’s Song of Songs.
Their love is passionate and their desire for each other is beautiful.
She
2 Let him kiss me with the kisses of his mouth—
for your love is more delightful than wine.
3 Pleasing is the fragrance of your perfumes;
your name is like perfume poured out.
No wonder the young women love you!
4 Take me away with you—let us hurry!
Let the king bring me into his chambers.
Friends
We rejoice and delight in you[
b];
we will praise your love more than wine.
He
15 How beautiful you are, my darling!
Oh, how beautiful!
Your eyes are doves.
She
16 How handsome you are, my beloved!
Oh, how charming!
And our bed is verdant.
I am believing with you for complete healing and restoration of your marriage bond and all relationships. Jesus gives us beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, and the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness that we may glorify him. Isaiah 61:3
I pray you will be clothed in glory and righteousness, beautiful inside and out, and comforted by God. He is the father of the fatherless. I pray that you will have peace and hope to trust that He is perfect for all your situations as you walk with Him. I pray for salvation, grace, and mercy for all of your loved ones. I ask Him to make your husband a mighty man of God filled with the wisdom of the Holy spirit, which will replenish his love and affection for you. I pray you will win him over as in 1 Peter.
Wives, in the same way submit yourselves to your own husbands so that, if any of them do not believe the word, they may be won over without words by the behavior of their wives, when they see the purity and reverence of your lives. 1 Peter 3 NIV
I pray you both will be an effective partnership as prayer warriors. I pray you will be blessed from the crowns of your heads to the soles of your feet. May you connect on every level. Spiritually, emotionally, sexually, intellectually, etc. May him see how you are a blessing and the perfect help meet. May he lay his life down for you as Christ did for the church. May you both submit to Jehovah's will and purposes for your lives. Amen.