Anonymous
Beloved of All
I pray for good outcomes today please God I need good news for jobs that I applied. Now am just desperate to apply places that I really don’t want to but I so need money to pay my bills and get my kids needs for school. I don’t know what wrong with me. I can’t focus and I feel I can’t work good I can’t see well praying for my 20/20 vision. This glasses don’t seem to work but am just dealing with it it’s all I have and my appointments are way to long. I don’t know what to pray to many in my mind. Days I thought of I don’t want be here anymore but I have my kids. I hate myself for wasting my life with someone for so many years help them out thinking I will get help from them in return now I have to suffer no jobs quit to help them. I hate myself for that and everyone knows me thought of my bad choices that I allowed such person to enter my life. Please help me Father all this I can’t have peace in my mind. I pretend when I around people that am happy everything is all good. But am in deep pain mentally and financially I need answers. Thank you in Jesus name amen