I need prayer that God just lets ...

[Paera]

I need prayer that God just lets me die or him to let me drop. It's been more than this last year but this last year I can't believe. I'm sad angry at God I don't. I pray everyday to him for a long time he hasn't help me or answer. So much has happen and still happening in this last year I can't take anymore. Everything I do or try to do is against me and it's negative on me in my life my mental state is not good and God knows it's not and he sees that I'm suffering mentally because my brain can't take no more it's one thing after another and I just cannot believe everything that's happened in this last year and where I'm at today for me it's unbelievable and I hate happy about it that's why I'm angry at God everything's been against me like my world just came crashing down I just want to be done

I pray for you that as you come to the end of your strength, the Lord will give you new hope and renew that strength. I think of Hagar in the desert, cast aside by her employers and the father of her child, destitute. The last of the water gone, and nowhere to go, she placed her young son under a bush, and then sat some distance away so she didn't have to watch him die. For her, it was the end, but the Lord appeared to her and showed her a well. The Lord promised her a future, and she became the mother of a huge nation. Ishmael not only survived, he even joined his half-brother at his father's burial. The Lord has plans and purposes for our lives. He needs us to be alive to fulfil them. He even wants to see us successful and victorious while alive. This is His will. Whatever misfortunes or trials we encounter on this earth, His will doesn't change. Sometimes He leads us out of them, sometimes through them. Whatever the path, we walk it one step, one decision at a time. The true heroes of this world are not those who have never wished they were dead, but those who were able to keep getting up again, even if it was just to lift their heads from the ground. I pray you can do this today, and as you do it, that you find you can also lift your right arm, then your left, and then sit up, and finally, stand and take a step forward. Value what you have achieved to get this far. It means more to the Lord than someone making a million. Prayers for renewal and encouragement for you, Amen.

 

[Erithasis]

I need prayer that God just lets me die or him to let me drop. It's been more than this last year but this last year I can't believe. I'm sad angry at God I don't. I pray everyday to him for a long time he hasn't help me or answer. So much has happen and still happening in this last year I can't take anymore. Everything I do or try to do is against me and it's negative on me in my life my mental state is not good and God knows it's not and he sees that I'm suffering mentally because my brain can't take no more it's one thing after another and I just cannot believe everything that's happened in this last year and where I'm at today for me it's unbelievable and I hate happy about it that's why I'm angry at God everything's been against me like my world just came crashing down I just want to be done

Dear Lord please draw closer to this dear person. May this persons eyes be lifted up towards heaven from whence our help comes. Please show them that in times of despair it is then that you carry us if we trust in You. In Jesus name I pray. Please bring healing in this person's life and may they bless the name of the Lord and be filled with a greatful heart. Amen