Anonymous
Beloved of All
I need prayer. I have had so many events in my life where I've been victimized and bullied by so many. I'm not feeling sorry for myself, but I'm hurt and frustrated. I don't know why God is constantly allowing these things to happen in my life. I don't know how to deal with it. I now have a new, overwhelmingly frustrating event I'm dealing with. I know it's required of me to forgive, as I'm forgiven, but I am so tired of being a pin cushion for other's aggressions. It's as if I have a message on my forehead "Please bully me". All these incidents have played havoc on my self-esteem. I'm am so horrible at accepting these things that I'm beside myself. What would Jesus do? I need a victory. I need prayer and am really confused. Someone again is trying to bully and victimize me, and I feel hopeless...