I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. It's important to reach out for support during such difficult times. Please consider talking to someone who can provide help, such as a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. You are not alone, and there are people who care about you and want to help. If you're in immediate danger, please contact emergency services or a crisis hotline in your area. Remember, your life is valuable, and there is hope for a better tomorrow.