Athetogeo
Disciple of Prayer
I need God to change my Life tremendously within these 30 days of fasting and praying. I am currently trying to get set free from these demonic strongholds and become a new creation in Christ. I have anxiety like I never had before. My Self esteem has dropped tremendously since battling with strabismus for a few years. My eyes weren't crossing this bad in high school. I am now afraid to look people in the face and always finding a reason to look down at my phone because I am insecure about my eyes. I don't know why my eye muscles became weak out of nowhere, but the enemy knows it has completely destroyed my confidence. I used to take so many pictures of myself in high school and feel confident. All of that has changed a couple of years after COVID. I really need God to deliver me completely from my insecurities. This has caused me to be afraid to socialize with people or even go to work/family events. I don't know where I went wrong in life but it wasn't always like this. I didn't have keloids, now I have them. Wasn't this cross-eyed, now I am. Wasn't this skinny, now I am. Didn't suffer from anxiety or low self-esteem, now I do ... I don't know what to do at this point.