The past few months have been SOO very extremely traumatic for me
and so have the many past few years...as well...
soo much so...that i can not face a day anymore
i dread waking up...the stress is soo bad
and i dread going to sleep...for the nightmare's that i now have...
Only my faith has kept me soo far...yet it has been severely challenged
and i am not doing well at all...though i am trying soo hard...
i am praying for just a few stable and solid christian friendships
that i may not feel soo utterly all alone in life
and that i would have an up--lifting fellowship...again...
as i had to walk away from some very destructive people
who were dragging me down...with their very unGodly Choices for a long time now...
though they professed to know and love and serve The Lord Jesus...
i also ask for A True Housing Miracle
as i still am in just a temporary rental right now
and it is soo unsettling and not stable and it wears me down
more and more every single day....
last of all
i ask for a mind and heart
that is at peace and at rest...and fully present and healthy whole
and very much sane......i pray for good emotional and spiritual and mental health....
and a new focus and a new hope for my future...LET ME SMILE AT MY FUTURE...
STRENGTHEN MY FAITH HOLY SPIRIT
DO NOT LET ME GIVE UP........OR FALL DOWN ANYMORE
HELP ME FATHER GOD
IN JESUS'S NAME
i have hit such a rock bottom
that there is no where to go...but up again...
please pull me up Father in Jesus's Name...
thank-you God soo much....just help me please.....
AMEN.....and now so be it...amen....