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Lord as you granted king Solomon the understanding he asked for instead of riches not even long life nor the lives of his enemies, may you also grant your child with the same understanding to discern injustices in Jesus name.Help me to understand what i clearly do not understand.
Amenit was a very very tough day for me...
AND I ASK FOR PEACE IN MY HEART
AND IN MY MIND THIS EVENING ABOVE ALL ELSE...
a possible open door i thought that i had been given last night
for a strong brother in Christ who was a member of a
truly wonderful church out of state...
with this amazing Pastor....
and who wanted to refer me for some possible places to rent
as one of his businesses is with Management companies and rental's....
turned out to be A Wolf In Sheep's Clothing.
i had prayed with him last night
and he also prayed for me...and this was at least...
2 or 3 times as we were having such a beautiful and uplifting
conversation about The Lord and The Word and just fellow--shipping...
and i was looking forward to also speaking to his Pastor as well...
and after that
last night and this morning
i had asked for prayer regarding A FINAL CONFIRMATION...
IF THIS NEW OPEN DOOR WAS FULLY FROM THE LORD...
This brother in Christ
was supposed to call me this morning for prayer...
as he had requested this from me last night
SO WE COULD START THE DAY SEEKING THE LORD...
and i had also sent him some additional information regarding
my housing situation for him and the church he is a member of...
which also was intended for his Pastor as well...
he never did call for prayer....but i felt perhaps he just got very busy....
so i then left some encouraging message's instead....
this afternoon he sent me out of no where an x-rated text message
and i immediately deleted it and started praying...
i can not explain how such A Godly Man can live a double life
and yet be a loyal member of his church and rave about his Pastor
and the whole congregation...
This person is a devoted middle age father of two teen-age children
one of whom is a 16 year old daughter...
and a 15 year old son...and he is also a single parent as well...
and a very well know business member of his community and of his whole church....
but now...
i worry should his two children
now find out what their dad is struggling with
{ i assume it is possibly an addiction to pornography
.....among many many other things...... }
i have blocked him from contacting me after that very bad text message...
but before i did...i left him a very kind message to please
seek out his Pastor for much Counseling and Spiritual Help...
and please fully surrender and give his heart to God...once and for all....
and get the help he so clearly needs....
please pray for him...his first name is Jamie....
because for whatever he is struggling with carnally...in his own flesh...
it is going to take The Power Of The Holy Spirit...and the Father In Jesus's Name...
to deliver him and set him free...that is now very clear to me...
this door was closed just as fast as it had been opened
and i am thankful that the truth was revealed to me
very swiftly...and my prayer for A Confirmation was answered
soo fast as to if this new open door
was truly God's Will or Not...and part of His plan
and His purpose for me as far as my whole housing situation...
thank-you for your prayer's......they were answered...
even if it was a very traumatic and unexpected very bad experience for me...
i believe The Lord also was protecting me...as well...very much soo....
Today i spoke to yet another Pastor at a church that
is associated with The Berean's who are soo devoted
to studying God's Whole Word and rightly dividing The Word Of Truth...
Again i ask for A CLEAR AND CONCISE CONFIRMATION
if this would be the right Pastor and the right church for me
as to where i am seeking to relocate to out of state...
The Pastor's Name Is Luke
i will not know more until the middle of next week.
Pastor Luke is going to tell his whole church about me
and also see if anyone would like to be my friend
and also A Prayer Partner with me
during this soo extremely difficult time in my life...
and there is a lady in real estate who is also a member of his church as well
and she could possibly help me in my search for permanent rental housing...
I ASK YET AGAIN
FOR A TRUE ROCK SOLID CONFIRMATION
IF THIS IS GOD'S WILL FOR ME OR NOT...
AND IF IT IS NOT
THEN MAY THIS DOOR ALSO THEN BE TOTALLY CLOSED
SO I WILL KNOW NEXT HOW TO PROCEED
IN MY SEARCH FOR A PASTOR TO SHEPHERD ME...
AND A CHURCH TO FELLOWSHIP AT
AND ALSO A NEW PLACE TO SEEK OUT TO LIVE...
AND A HOME TO RENT...
IN THE AREA
WHERE THE RIGHT CHURCH AND PASTOR FOR ME IS LOCATED...
Thank-you to all of you who keep praying for me soo faithfully against all odd's...
i could not keep facing this soo very
long long long trial soo all alone
without The Body Of Christ and my family of God...by my side...
ABBA--DADDY--FATHER--GOD
IN JESUS'S NAME
I ASK YOU TO PLEASE HEAR AND HONOR THIS WHOLE PRAYER...
LEAD ME ON THE RIGHT PATH
HELP ME HOLY SPIRIT PLEASE
CONTINUE TO OPEN AND CLOSE DOORS AS YOU SEE FIT
FOR SURELY THESE ARE PERILOUS TIMES ON PLANET EARTH
AND I AM SOO AFRAID OF ALL I SEE HAPPENING AROUND ME...
AND IT IS SOO HARD FOR ME
TO FACE THIS ALL ALONE EVERY SINGLE DAY NOW...IT IS HEART-BREAKING OR ME.
PLEASE GET ME WHERE YOU WANT ME NEXT TO LIVE...
PLEASE GO AND PREPARE A PLACE FOR ME
AND KEEP ME IN THE CENTER OF YOUR PERFECT WILL...AT ALL TIMES...
AGAIN I ASK THIS ALL IN JESUS'S NAME...AMEN...AND AMEN...AND AMEN.