Acorn99
Beloved Servant
I'm so sorry for your loss, and for the challenges you're facing. It's very concerning that you mentioned being suicidal, friend. Please seek help, speak to a caring pastor or a Christian counselor, okay? I'm praying for you, asking the Lord to touch you with His healing hand whenever you hurt and surround you with His peace. I'll also pray that He will grant you wisdom to deal with the situation concerning your relationship with Rodney. Remember that Jesus loves you. ((Hugs))I lost my mother to Covid Pnemonia September 13th 2021. My mommy Tammie was my best friend. Due to me not having an example of a man loving a woman properly I don't know how to choose or attract the man God has for me. I am grieving and I am vulnerable. I need God to protect and provide. I am struggling in my faith because of all of the hurt I am experiencing in my life. I want to be loved the way God created me to be loved. I am an only child and all I have is my grandma. Life is so hard for me and sometimes I get throughts of suicide. I want my husband to find me. I want a family. The man that I am with now has a very bad anger problem and he entertains women behind my back. His name is Rodney Crozier! I wanted to marry this man but now I am seeing things about him that I don't like. I need God to speak to me and give me strength to love myself because Rodney has verbally abused me a lot. I have no brothers or anything. If I am not the woman he'll change for then I'll need to move on