I have been in a living hell for almost 15 years of

Joseph Nardine

Humble Prayer Partner
I have been in a living hell for almost 15 years of AIDS, SCABIES, ACID REFLUX Disease, LIPID DYSTROPHY and many false prophecies about movement of God that I no longer trust Christians especially born again Christians who use absolutely no discernment of God in my miserable life. I don't believe them anymore when they speak about miracles for me. I foolishly went off the medications many years ago and almost died "believing for a miracle to be rid of AIDS" . It never happened i wish I was dead i pray God calls my number soon i can't take any more lies about miracles or bad advise Jesus's people give about eating and exercising for nothing. I eat only one meal a day now because I gain weight rapidly because of the AIDS medications it's doing me no  good. I was saved in 2007-2008 A.D. But, it has been nothing but a living hell. I want to die. I beg God to let me come and live with him since I KNOW for a fact that I most certainly have been denied his life and life more abundantly. I don't want any deedless prayerless words of soulish demonic spirit prayers that many other Christians have prayed in the past. it did me no good. I constantly beg God to either heal me or kill me but no more in between. Because there was just nothing just nothing on earth for my life in so called miracles.
 
I pray God's peace & healing to your body, heart & soul. Father, deliver us from lies of the enemy, from evil. IJNA
 
May God in Jesus' name heal you and use you for the glory of God.   Thank You Jesus. Amen!

 

Let Us Pray: God I ask You in Jesus’ name that You will bless me with the desires of my heart that is the will of God. Bless me to prosper, live in excellent health, and bless my soul to prosper in the Word of God.  Bless me with a praying spirit. Bless my relationship with You and strengthen me to live my life to please You.  Lead, guide, and direct the words that I speak and the footsteps that I take daily. Bless me to keep my focus on You, dream the dreams of God, see those dreams come to reality, and fulfill the purpose You created me for.  God teach me how to have Faith in You, Your Word, and Trust You unconditionally in every season of my life, realizing You are always there with and for me.  Be with me as a mighty warrior.   Give Your angels charge over me to protect and deliver me from all evil, hurt, harm,  danger, and the plans of the enemy of my soul.  Defeat and chasten my enemies.  Let no weapon formed against me prosper. God all I have asked of You in this prayer, do the same for the writer of this prayer, those I love, and care about.  God forever honor this prayer over each of our lives.  Thank You Jesus.  Amen.
 
Father I lift up this one and their needs. Please send encouragement and strength and healing and protection. Thank you Jesus. Amen.
 
I have Lupus really bad and almost died 3 times in my life. The verse by his stripes we are healed, MEANS to turn from sin and live for Righteousness,people think im in sin or im a devil becuz i have Lupus and one church even kicked me out!! Im NOT healed,physically God is making a way,still working on emotions. This could be your breakthru to open your Bible and tell Jesus you love him no matter the situation. Praying as i help carry the same torch 
 
Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.
 

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