I have been bullied and abused all ...

[Charm38]

I have been bullied and abused all my life and I struggle a lot with anger. A few years ago I dated someone that was abusive and he and someone else gathered together a lot of people against me to bully me, humiliate me and harass me. That situation has now somewhat died down although I still feel very unsafe because I know that they are still keeping tabs on my life through social media. The anger that I am currently struggling with as a result of that sometimes gets so intense that I think of killing someone. Of course I try and move on from that thought because I know that murder is a sin against God. I understand that even hating someone that much is a sin against God. At the same time, I am trying to recover from being raised in an abusive family and the anger that has been coming up in that process has been very heavy as well. I just need a lot of prayer. I do not want to be an angry person. I feel so hateful and I do not like it. Please pray that God will help me to pick up my life and move on because I know that He has a purpose for me but I do not see it right now.

prayed for this in Jesus name