HollyM
Disciple of Prayer
I Had to repost this...Because not too long ago one of my guy friends just got killed to gun violence in my country. He just christening his son 2 weeks ago. It seems like we are losing our young men to society. So with this I repost this about my ex-boyfriend because he's losing hisself in society and I can't do nothing, but seek refuge in God.My boyfriend and I have been together for 4yrs and we 've been broken up for 4mnths. I try to fix it because he say I don't fight for him, I fight him. He recently tell he don't love me and his heart isn't in it. I know it is a lie....because of how i feel. His family and friends have take over and I am one against all. I love him and I wish it was simple. I want to pray that he will come to realization and remember what we had. If this is true love and love exist pray that he will come back AND HE will let down his PRIDE and Stubbornness. Pray that I will be patient and find the strength to move on...or wait until God brings him back. I have been reading all kinds of books to get him back. I just can't overcome the love in me ...it is so real. He told me he was being selfish and nothing changing that. but I worship a miraculous God. whatever it is I want God to make him see me and let the love we share conquer all. The man I fell for is changing into someone -pray the lord save him before he sink so deep in the world. when we was together I make sure God was the center of it all. We prayed every night and read scriptures. Now he is partying and drinking and carrying on. Pray the lord bring him back to me and may I be patient. I know everyone saying he was not my husband and I should let be. but this love in me is like a conviction and he is resenting it. Let it conquer all and let over power all that is good. All I have right now is God. I don't want to dwell on it. If this God's plan....I will accepted. But I don't think it is . when he was with me we go church and pray together. I came to england to school. He has chose another lifestyle of partying and drinking and hanging with the wrong crowd. IHe is mean and cold to me -so I am placing this in God's hand and prayer warriors. thank you for praying for me . Also Pray for my brothers and young men all around.