I Had A Bad Day

[Hungry4love357]

I'm still struggling.  I went to church this mourning, (actully yesterday mourning now), and I sat with my friend like ussual.  I have been paying for God to bring a special women into my life for almost 8 years now and as the years go by I watch friends and family get married, and find the love of their lives, something that I asked God for almost 8 years ago and off and on have contiued to ask for, and yet I have not recieved.  I'm sick and tired of God giving them what I asked for.  It's like he's purposfully trying to tease me.  I don't know how else to explain it. If God still loves me why won't he give me a help mate.  I feel so alone, and I am contimplating suicide because I just want it to be over.  Every mourning I wake up and I eagerly antisipate, I think, "I might met her today."  Then at night I feel depressed and disapointed.  Another day of my life gone, and another day without her.  I want to meet this wonderful person, that is if she even exist.  I'm so disapointed that God has not shown her to me yet.  Why is God doing this?  I can't live like this anymore.  I'm really, really stuggling.  I need God to show me he still cares.  I feel so, hopelessly lost.  Doesn't God love me?  I'm so upset and confussed about my life right now, and I know God is the answer, but I feel like he's not listening anymore.  I feel like my prayers arn't makeing a difference.  I feel so weak.  I don't know what to do.  I feel like such a loser.  Is there any hope?  Will I ever get married and have kids, and be a good father?  Or will I be alone for the rest of my life?  I really need someone to love on me because I feel so much pain, and I just wish there was some way that God can spaek to me and  let me know he still cares.  I'm a very simple guy, and I need a clear sign or answer.  Please, pray for me, because I don't know if I,m going to make it tonight.  Please God show yourself to me, show me that I am still yours and you have not given me up, rejected me, or left me.  I want to have a help mate so bad that I dream about it.  Send me an Angel, a profet aomething that shows me the way.  Please pray for this in Jesus name, amen.

 

[Praying4u15]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[fighter]

My dear brother the Lord Loves you so much never doubt in that. The Love  that Jesus has for you is so huge. The Lord knows the right time he knows when the perfect timing is to bring this women into your life. Just prepare your self before he brings this girl fill your heart with his amazing Love, grow in his Love because Love saves. And when the storm rages in when you are married you will conquer all storm, your house will not be destroyed because your house will be build on the rock which is Jesus and he is Love. Dont look at your surrounding who is getting married thank God for all situations you are in. Divorce rates are high now the Love of Christ leads us out of that path and leads us to a path of victory. Imagine brother just prepare your self and walk in obedience and you will see that the Lord will bring a amazing girl in your life for walking in obedience and sacrificing a lot in life to glorify his mighty name.  He knows what you need and when. Sometimes we think this is our time but God knows we are not ready he wants us to be patient. When we are patient and walk in obedience we will truly see his blessings do not rush brother. And throw all suicide thoughts away Jesus has never gave up on you so you dont give up no matter how hard it may seem Lift Jesus up you will see you have no worries. JESUS LOVES YOU SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH DO NOT DOUBT IN HIS AMAZING LOVE! 

Glory to God in Jesus mighty and holy name amen!

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IoezWBPGRAc

 

[splendidtree]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Hungry4love357]

Thank you LOVEWINS, but would God still bless me with a wife even when I'm struggling with this horrible porn addiction?  I feel like I've messed up so bad that he will never give me anyone.  I've tried to break it, and sometimes I succeed for a bit, but as soon as I get low like this I revert back to porn because I feel like that's the best I can get.  I'm not looking for sex really, I just want that intimacy, and that oneness with a women that can only be achieved though marriage, and when I don't get it, I feel like the porn is as close as I can get.  I'm desperate, and alone.  I wish I felt wanted and needed by someone.  I don't know if what I'm saying even makes sense but I hope you'll understand. 

 

[fighter]

Thank you LOVEWINS, but would God still bless me with a wife even when I'm struggling with this horrible porn addiction?  I feel like I've messed up so bad that he will never give me anyone.  I've tried to break it, and sometimes I succeed for a bit, but as soon as I get low like this I revert back to porn because I feel like that's the best I can get.  I'm not looking for sex really, I just want that intimacy, and that oneness with a women that can only be achieved though marriage, and when I don't get it, I feel like the porn is as close as I can get.  I'm desperate, and alone.  I wish I felt wanted and needed by someone.  I don't know if what I'm saying even makes sense but I hope you'll understand. 

brother i know what you are saying. Brother God hates that sin but he doesn't hate you Jesus Loves you so much he does not give up on you be at the lowest part he will remain faithful and will help you and guide you to receive that freedom. Read 1 John 1:9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. Brother just confess to God do not be afraid to tell Jesus you Love this sin and open your heart and he will help you and free you from this addiction. Jesus is waiting for you to open up your heart and pray freedom im not lying brother you will even receive your freedom today just believe put faith to work. If you feel like your are lacking faith read Romans 10:17 [SIZE=.75em]17 [/SIZE]So then faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God. Brother just listening to the word of God and walk in obedience and you will see your faith growing more and more. It is amazing the power in the word of God. & Im sure you want to be free from this addiction.  One more thing the enemy usually makes it seem like getting involved with other stuff will make it all better but its all lies. Just go to the Lord with a honest and open heart. Jesus is not afraid of what you are in, he knows he already paid the price on the cross he just wants you to accept your freedom. Brother the Lord wants to make you ready for the wife he has for you do not rush wait on the Lord and you will see he will bring the right women in your life. Wouldn't you want a godly women that will support you and stand next to you at hard times and will put God first a women that will be a blessing in your life. Just put God first God will truly bless you fill your heart with his amazing Love.  

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dp76zakcAcU

 

[hisfaceiseek]

Lord God, I ask that you grant this saint favor. In Jesus name, Amen

 

[sharonjoan]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Don]

ROMANS8:35 Can anything ever separate us from Christ’s love? Does it mean he no longer loves us if we have trouble or calamity, or are persecuted, or hungry, or destitute, or in danger, or threatened with death? 36 (As the Scriptures say, “For your sake we are killed every day; we are being slaughtered like sheep.â€[o]) 37 No, despite all these things, overwhelming victory is ours through Christ, who loved us.

38 And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons,[p] neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow—not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s love. 39 No power in the sky above or in the earth below—indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord

WE DONT NEED TO ACUSE GOD OF NOT LOVING US BECAUSE OF LIFES CIRCUMSTANCES, HE LET HIS SON DIE IN YOUR PLACE, THERE IS NO LOVE QUITE LIKE THAT LOVE.

 

[patty700]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.