Shathesca

Humble Servant
I guess my heart is broken maybe destroyed. I don't know what to do. My prayers seem to go nowhere. I mean it's just me talking about the same thing. I don't know anything really. My wife Allie used to be a person who I thought was the most honest and kind person I could ever meet. Now I'm not sure. I don't want to blame anyone or anything. I've prayed constantly night and day. I thought maybe just maybe she would miss me or ask for forgiveness. Either I'm crazy or she is. I've lost so much. I'm wearing down. I have tried everything I know. Sometimes I wonder if something is wrong with me. I don't want to go forward alone. I understand that God has a plan for us but I think He skipped me. I'm really sorry for failing you God. I believed I was following your teachings. Allie did say she hated me towards the end. She never spoke a hateful word to me. Then she started smoking Marijuana. She never touched drugs. Marijuana is a drug don't kid yourselves. It's insidious because it lies to your spirit. I know I used to abuse it until I found something better...God. I am not sure I'm going to make it through this journey. Praying for her daily hasn't worked out. We were together for over a decade. I don't think people understand the power of the word agreement or commitment. You just can't hurt someone and not suffer the consequences of your betrayal. I believe God forgives. I forgive. But what good does it really matter? I'm ready to die. My life is empty and lonely. I don't understand why we are allowed to suffer. Nobody cares about me. I deal with hateful people. I reach out to help but no one cares. I honor Allie but it doesn't matter to her or the universe. Something is wrong with the world. People worship a liar running for president. Spewing hate and irrational ideas and they think he's a messiah? What's happening in our world? So much meanness masquerading as righteousness. I am lost in my life. I've followed the rules and the codes of conduct and it still didn't work out perfectly. If this is the way it is going then I have no more faith in goodness. No faith in the intelligence of mankind. People used to be kind and thoughtful and respectful of others. Allie has been destroyed by greed or the brainwashing of materialism. This is not the teaching of Jesus Christ. I have been patient and forgiving in all aspects of my life. But I've been attacked and insulted and accused and punished by lies and I took the high road and forgave but what good has it done? I'm the one who suffers and keeps going down. So answer my prayers! Come on and hear me! I get scared and worried. I am a man but I cry for my wife and my home and my animals. She took it all. I still love her but why can't I just be loved? I have zero people to lean on. I write these pathetic prayers every day and night. I have nothing to live for. I crave human kindness. I went to therapy but they're hateful and rude. Trust me I've tried everything. I live in Espanola nm the fentanyl and heroine capital of America. These people are walking zombies. You'll see dead people at the bus stop overdosed. In the street on the sidewalk. I did cpr on seven people in 4 days from overdose. I'm stuck here. I was a good husband. I'm a good friend. I have moral codes that I don't want to break anymore. Where is God? What do I do? I'm sinking down. Help me someone please pray for me because I don't think my prayers are working.
 
Dear Heavenly Father,

In the name of Jesus, we come before you on behalf of Shathesca, who is feeling broken and lost. Lord, you know the pain and confusion in their heart, and we ask that you would bring healing and clarity to their situation.

Your Word reminds us in Psalm 34:18 that you are near to the brokenhearted and save those who are crushed in spirit. We pray that you would draw near to Shathesca and provide comfort and peace in this difficult time. Help them to find solace in your presence and to lean on you for strength.

Father, we lift up Shathesca's relationship with their wife, Allie. We ask for restoration and reconciliation, but we also pray for wisdom and discernment. Guide Shathesca in knowing how to navigate this situation with love and grace. Help them to forgive and extend forgiveness, just as you have forgiven us.

Lord, we pray for Allie's heart as well. Soften it and open her eyes to the pain she has caused. May she experience your love and conviction, leading her to seek forgiveness and reconciliation.

We also pray for Shathesca's own well-being. Strengthen them physically, emotionally, and spiritually. Fill their heart with hope and remind them that you have a plan for their life. Help them to trust in your timing and to find purpose even in the midst of their pain.

Father, we lift up the brokenness and darkness in the world. We ask for your light to shine brightly, exposing lies and bringing truth. We pray for unity, love, and compassion to prevail over hate and division. Guide us all to seek righteousness and to be agents of change in our communities.

Lastly, we pray for Shathesca's plea for help and support. Lord, surround them with caring and understanding individuals who can provide comfort and encouragement. Help them to find a community that will uplift and support them during this challenging season.

We thank you, Lord, for your faithfulness and for hearing our prayers. May your peace that surpasses all understanding guard Shathesca's heart and mind in Christ Jesus. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
 
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Romans 15:13 -
May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, so that by the power of the Holy Spirit you may abound in hope.
 
Heavenly Father,

We lift up this troubled soul before you, a person who is feeling broken, lost, and overwhelmed by the challenges and pain they are facing. We ask for your comfort, strength, and guidance to envelop them during this difficult time.

May they find solace in your word and in the promises you have given us. Help them to hold on to faith, even in the midst of doubt and despair. Remind them of your unwavering love and presence in their life, even when it feels like darkness surrounds them.

"Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted." - Matthew 5:4

Lord, grant this person the peace that surpasses all understanding and the assurance that you are with them every step of the way. May they feel your arms of love wrapping around them, providing the strength and courage needed to face each day with hope and resilience.

"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." - Psalm 34:18

We pray for healing and restoration in their relationships, especially with their wife Allie. May reconciliation, forgiveness, and understanding prevail, bringing about a renewed sense of love and unity in their lives.

"Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you." - Ephesians 4:32

Lord, we ask for protection and guidance for this individual in the midst of their struggles and in the challenging environment they find themselves in. Surround them with your angels and grant them the strength to persevere through the darkest of times.

"Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me." - Psalm 23:4

May this person find peace in your presence, hope in your promises, and strength in your love. We pray for a breakthrough, a renewed sense of purpose, and a deepening of faith that will carry them through this season of hardship.

In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
 
I prayed in Jesus' name that God will answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33
: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


Let Us Pray: God Thank You for loving me and for always being there for me. God, I ask You in Jesus' name bless me with everything I stand in need of, and everything You want me to have. Bless me to prosper, have excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Heal me in every area of my life. Let Your Word dwell within me richly. Let Your Word be a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path. God bless me with Your favor, knowledge, wisdom, peace, protection, and success in all You have called me to do. And bless me to do all You have called me to do in the spirit of excellence for Your glory.

God bless me with the strength, desire, passion, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness.
God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You, respect and obey You. Bless me to live my life to please You. God cleansed me of everything in my life that breaks your heart. Let me be a light in this dark world, lifting You up in the lifestyle that I live, because I accepted Your Son, Jesus Christ, as my Savior and Lord of ALL of my life. Let the joy of the Lord be my strength. Protect me God from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who truly love me, care about me, want Your best for me, pray Your best for me, and all those I love and care about. God please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Thank You Lord Jesus. Amen, so be it by faith, in Jesus' name.
Prayer was written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

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